I’ve learned is that we have to stop putting our heroes on such big pedestals. Most of the time they’re real people, just like us, but they happen to have done important things at the right time, and that is what changed the course of their lives.
Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day. You shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.